Wednesday, April 28, 2010

Broken Heart

Love a ppl so hard,
Need a ppl to accept is more hard...
Now that I relized... I'm not a good girl...

Me... Single
Me... Just broken heart
Me... Won't belive in LOVE again!

Love... Let me feel tired
Love... Make me so crazy
Love... Let me BROKE MY WHOLE HEART...

Don't tell me about LOVE!!!
I hate it SO MUCH!!!

Stop to say who love who!
Listen a LOVE word, I will DIE~
I hate LOVE... I cried~but no tears...
I shout but no sound...
I Hits myself but not pain...
I scold myself but no feel...

That's why I Had BROKEN HEART...

Tuesday, April 27, 2010

Today So Moody~

Today So Moody~

Because got somethings want to do but can't do it...

Actually today I want give a people a lollipop..
But he didn't follow bus today... HaiyZ...

Unlucky today...Get Notice Letter from teacher... T,T
HaiyZ... So boring today~


Now I very miss someone, I still not yet normal...

HaiyZ....
왜? 왜요... 왜 난 사랑 당신해??

Saturday, April 24, 2010

Today Didn't meet you...

Hai~~ I'm back....
Rainning here... Didn't meet you today...
But I still happy...

Because... I can chart with you...
Today damn crazy at class.. 2 Berdikari play hits hands...
Haha~ Friends hits me so much... Pain you know??
But happy in my heart... XD

Haha... Today~ many people cried at class.. saw them cried..
I also want to cry... Don't know why...


Friends... don't cry... Please~
I'm here...

Today finish school I didn't meet him... So sad~

Why I always like this? He still don;t know I like him...
Why I always so easy to like a paople... Am I really like him?
I don't know...
If one day he knew I like him... Do him will stay away from me??
Do him will feel shock?
Do him will accept me??

I'm scare now... Scare to let him know...
Scare he like my last time...
Scare he will stay away from me and don't care me anymore...
I scare...

Who can help me and tell me what to do?
Friends... ? I think just myself can help it...
I try~~~

Hope I can be Normal back soon ^^

Friday, April 23, 2010

Can't smile without YOU~ TQ!















Hai~ I'm here for blogging.. haha~ Today I'm still miss HIM~
Didn't see him today, maybe he didn't follow bus~~ OPS~~ Hehe~~
I got some creat by my self~ Down there!! Hope all of you like it...







爱~ 有多难?




爱~ 有多甜蜜?





爱~ 有多让人受伤?





但爱~ 永远需要两个人去守护。。。










爱情, 亲情, 和友情





你懂得分辨吗?





我不晓得~





但我。。。我还不懂。。。










我们往往在受伤了之后,





不敢再去爱。
因为怕受伤害~





可是现在的我明白了~





我不会再因为一个不爱我的人,





继续傻傻的等待。。。





不会再因为曾经受过的伤害,





就把自己封闭起来~










所以。。。我能放下之前的伤害,





爱上了你~~





但愿你能为了我,





不再去想过去痛苦的回忆,





接纳我,接纳爱。。。好吗?










-THE END-















This the massage for someone~ Hope he can read it...





This is from my heart~ Real voice...










Friends~ Hope you all like it ^^




Thursday, April 22, 2010






Today~~ No Mood~~ Yesterday dad take my phone.. Hate it so much~~ Want find "You", but no phone.. I thing "You" still don't know that I like you~~ You old me so much~ Maybe you will not like me.. Haiy.. So hurt now~~ My dad say want sent me to KL or INDONESIA~~ I hate it~~ I love here~~ KOTA KINABALU.. I'm lonely, nobody can help me... XXX~~ Miss You So~~ Although not same school... Haiy~~ Hard to say... Friend~ If i gone~~ Please be happy~~ Last, EXXX WXXX YXXX BXXX~~ I Like You~